I have to make a life changing decision this weekend, and I just honestly have no idea what to do.
I want to move out so badly, and I found the perfect place, and I actually know one of the girls who live there.
But the room is small, and there is basically no closet, and i would literally be living paycheck to paycheck, and I’ve never had such restrictions before.
Obviously living at home I really have it made. All I pay for is rent, not food or bills.
I made out a budget and I would barely have any extra money for groceries. That just scares me. To know that I could never go out and get my nails done again, or go buy a pair of boots, or get my hair done. All of that would be gone forever. I realize that most college students my age are broke but I’ve never been this broke!
I wish I could just find a better paying job but nothing will fit with my school schedule besides the one I have.
I just don’t know. I know I want to move out, but why should I move out to be broke when I don’t even have to?
Yes it would mean suffering with my nagging and bitchy mother, but for the most part, it’s not that bad.
I honestly don’t know. I could do this, because I haven’t been independent in a long time. And I really need to get out and make some new friends.
And if I hate it, I can always move back home in May. I just don’t know. Mainly, it all comes down to the money. If I gave up my Herbalife, then I would definitely have more money and be able to afford it. But Herbalife had helped me so much! It would be so painful to give that up and disappoint all the new friends I’ve made!
If anyone has any input or advice, that would be wonderful. I’m really leaning towards just staying home because I hate taking risks. Not knowing if things will be okay is my worst fear…
I cannot believe I got to meet Framing Hanley last night!! They were soo nice and completely adorable!! Love them!!